NAMED A BEST BOOK OF THE YEAR BY TIME, VOGUE, VULTURE, GOOD HOUSEKEEPING, AND ELECTRIC LITERATURE
A NATIONAL BOOK FOUNDATION "5 UNDER 35" HONOREE
"Exquisite and wise." โ New York Times
โThere is so much heart in these pages, so much wisdom on how we love. This book had me in its orbit, from beginning to end.โ โ Weike Wang, author of Joan is Okay
Kathleen Cheng has blown up her life. Sheโs gone through a humiliating breakup, dropped out of her graduate program, and left everything behind. Now sheโs back in her childhood home in Oakland, wondering whatโs next.
To her surprise, her mother isnโt the same person Kathleen remembers. No longer depressed or desperate to return to China, the new Marissa Cheng is sporty, perky, and has been transformed by love. Kathleen thought sheโd be planning her own wedding, but instead finds herself helping her mother plan hersโto a Silicon Valley tech entrepreneur.
Grasping for direction, Kathleen takes a job at a start-up that specializes in an unconventional form of therapy based on touch. While she negotiates new ideas about intimacy and connection, an unforeseen attachment to someone at work pushes her to rethink her relationshipsโespecially the one with Marissa. Will they succeed in seeing each other anew, adult to adult?
As they peel back the layers of their historyโthe old wounds, cultural barriers, and complex affectionโthey must come to a new understanding of how they can propel each other forward, and what theyโve done to hold each other back. Brilliantly observant, tender, and warm, Holding Pattern is a hopeful novel about immigration and belonging, mother-daughter relationships, and the many ways we learn to hold each other.