Bates stood by while I read the ugly puce form which announced, had I known it, the opening of the curious chapter in my otherwise quiet life which I am now trying to recall and to record in its incredible details.
Incredible I mean from my then point of view, for a life and circumstances more remote from adventure than mine were then, it would be hard to imagine.
āThere is no reply,ā I said to Bates, who stood awaiting instructions. āItās Mr. Edmund coming for a few nights. Tell Mrs. Rattray he will be here for dinner, and see that a room is ready.ā
āYes, sir. And if he comes without luggage again?ā
A little pang of a kind of jealousy shot through me.
It was two years since I or Bates had seen this neāer-do-weel brother of mine, a year since I had even heard from him, and yet the circumstances of his coming without luggage was fresh in this manās mind, there was a lightening of his countenance at the mention of his name, and I knew well that my dinner would be one of unwonted luxury.
āHe can wear some of my evening things, and give him pyjamas, andāone of your own razors, Bates.ā
I will not have other people using my razors or my fountain pen.
Edmund had always been an anxiety and an expense to me. He was now the only incalculable element left in my ordered life. But Bates seemed to be waiting for something, and it was as though a gleam of Edmundās endearing eyes, the crisp curl above his forehead, the flash of his teeth between merrily curved lips, were faintly reflected from the expectant look in Batesās face.