Eliza and Her Monsters

As the blurb suggests, if you loved Fangirl, you will certainly love this book. Eliza and her Monsters takes us into the mind of Eliza, a fangirl and a creator. She writes the webcomic Monstrous Sea under her psuedoname LadyConstellations, thus maintaining a separate identity from the creator of the webcomic. In real life, Eliza is the quiet loner in school, the one who has social anxiety and tries to stay under the radar. Her main life in online, her friends are online and her community and space is online. If you are part of a fandom, you can relate to how liberating it is to lead a life online, in the midst of others who share your own passion. The main reason to like the book is Eliza herself. Aloof, geeky, and vibrant, Eliza is a girl you can relate to. For her, her webcomic is her baby, and she is protective about her secret. She keeps her real identity from her fans so that she can live her life in relative peace, without the burdens and expectations that would come from being out. When she meets Wallace, who is a fan of her comic (but doesn't know who she is) and is a popular fan-fiction writer for the series, she is blown away by how much he understands her work. The two essentially bond over a shared passion, and fangirls and fanboys will recognize that connection. Being a creator and putting her work out for the world to see along with her heart bared is something that she isn't prepared for when she gets outed. Here, I would like to mention that I am not a writer - I don't know how it would feel to have the expectations of a million people hanging on to your next written word. But Zappia makes me understand the loneliness that Eliza feels, the burden of pleasing the fans, the fear of not being enough, the guilt over her block. As readers, we voraciously demand content and yes, that is passion, but also sometimes it can be something constricting to the creator, and even if I realized it subconsciously before, the author actually put it in words. It is a beautifully written book about what is means to have an identity, the change in definition of interactions in this digital age, the myriad options opened up to creators, and most importantly, choosing to do what you love. That final message is the one that is the most significant for the target audience.

WOW, I love reading but this book took me some place else. It made me laugh and smile and frown. There is so much more to this than just the story I could relate to it , I felt like I got how Eliza felt. It was completely amazing. I will be reading again but not too soon. By far one of the best books I've read along side Harry Potter of course but definitely up there!

I couldn't put this book down! As a creator in the internet age, this book resonated with me in many ways. Fandom Culture, internet friendships, anxiety, the struggles of being an artist and/or writer. The author understands them. She gets it. At first I was quite surprised about how well she understood the writing side of things, only to find out, the gorgeous illustrations in the book were made by here. Wether you're a creator or simply someone who finds themself often lost in the rabbit hole of the internet experience I would highly recommend this book. Be warned though: if you are sensitive to detailed depictions of a panic attack or suicidal thoughts proceed with caution.