I Used to Be

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Reclusive Maude, in her tattered and not-so-clean clothes from Oxfam, exists on the margins of society where she is seen – by those who notice her at all – as an eccentric old woman best avoided. While out searching for the elderly cat that is her only companion, Maude encounters Kayleigh’s Krew, a gang of teenage girls, who routinely bunk off school to spend their time on a triangle of waste ground they call the Tip. To Maude they look frightening; loud, confident, dressed in garish colours, but she makes the first approach, maybe in desperation for her lost cat, but maybe also recognising others at the margins of society.


The story is one of terrible sadness but also hope.


Mary Brown depicts the lives of two women who seem poles apart and yet are drawn together. She takes us inside their heads and their lives. It’s an incredibly well-observed story of Kayleigh’s teenage despair hidden behind a brash exterior; her adolescent highs and lows against which Maude’s story gradually unfolds and we see the grief and worry she has held on to for so long that it has become a prison from which she sees no escape.

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Mary Brown is the author of three non-fiction books; two about prison. Her long career in adult education included teaching in an open prison and tutoring for the Open University, after which she became a Quaker Prison Chaplain. She has also seen prison from the other side of the bars, spending ten days in HM Prison Holloway in 1960 following a peace protest. Much of Mary’s writing is about those on the margins of society.


Mary's debut novel attracted the attention of some big hitters in the book world. She was featured in a powerful interview in issue 77 of Mslexia magazine, and was also interviewed on Talk Radio Europe's Book Show, where she talked to Hannah Murray about how her debut novel came to be. 


Mary is an invited contributor to our fantastic female fables anthology, The Dummies’ Guide to Serial Killing, with her story, Looking at the Wall.

 

A Quaker, mother of four children and grandmother of eight, Mary now enjoys retirement in the beautiful Cotswold countryside. Written after her retirement and published in her 80s, I Used to Be is Mary’s first novel.

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