If He Had Been with Me

Name: If He Had Been with Me
Rating: 4.496598720550537 (147 reviews)

Laura Nowlin

Apr 2013 · Sourcebooks, Inc.

4.5

147 reviews

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More than ONE MILLION copies sold!

A BookTok Viral Sensation

#1 New York Times Bestseller

A USA TODAY Bestseller

An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA romance bestseller is perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover, Jenny Han, and Lynn Painter.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different...

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways...

Captivating and heartbreaking, If He Had Been with Me is perfect for readers looking for:

Contemporary teen romance books
Unputdownable & bingeworthy novels
Complex emotional YA stories
TikTok Books
Jenny Han fans
Colleen Hoover fans

Ratings and reviews

4.5

147 reviews

Surender Singh

June 4, 2024

"Wow! 'If He Had Been with Me' by Laura Nowlin completely stole my heart! It's an emotional rollercoaster of a novel that had me hooked from the very first page. I couldn't put it down! Nowlin's storytelling is so powerful, and the characters felt like old friends by the end. It's a book that will make you laugh, cry, and everything in between. I absolutely adored it and would recommend it to anyone looking for a captivating and emotional read!"

Kristin Keele

May 16, 2023

Relatable, heartfelt, easy read. This sad book is full of emotion, it goes through the feelings of a young teenage girl as she tries to navigate her feelings for her friend. I found myself feeling like I had been in Autumns shoes while not the same situation the same roller coaster of teenage emotions. I enjoyed the book however I felt slightly robbed by the ending, one question that needs to be asked after reading this book is what were the test results?

Aida Gamzatova

December 4, 2024

So, um, please check that my review was found helpful by you, cuz I'll fit everything in, and write as little as possible: First thing's first, many comments say that the review is unfinished, (yes, I have read EVERY SINGLE comment) and one comment said the problem, like, the girl said that one question she had was the test results, and, idk what the heck that means cuz I don't even have the book, yeah, and some comments say that the book was emotionless, and many more comments say that they loved this book, so idk how to rate it, rated it three stars, cuz that's the perfect middle.

About the author

Laura Nowlin is the author of the #1 New York Times bestselling and TikTok sensation If He Had Been with Me and If Only I Had Told Her. She holds a BA in English with an emphasis in creative writing from Missouri State University. Laura lives in St. Louis with her family.

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