Based on journal entries and e-mails sent before, during, and after her service in Iraq, this memoir provides a firsthand account of the trials and tribulations she experienced by her service and gives insight into her emotional journey. Upon her return, Matthews struggled with anxiety and depression and began overeating and abusing alcohol. She tells how she wrestled with thoughts of suicide as she found normal life overwhelming following the abnormal rhythm of war.
Re-entry shows that how, through counseling, physical and recreational therapy, journaling, meditating, exercising, and support from family and friends, Matthews found herself again.
Michelle Matthews is currently a captain in the Missouri National Guard. She earned a master’s degree in communications from the University of Missouri–St. Louis and is the director of training and education at the Crime Victim Advocacy Center. Matthews has served in the US Army for sixteen years.