Boy in the Hole

· Akiva Hersh
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From an anti-other political climate comes a novel that gives voice to outcasts tyrannized by power. Boy in the Hole is the gripping account of Jacob, a boy wrestling to understand himself, his family, and the world in which he lives as he grows up in the Deep South in the seventies. 


Emerging from a family of sexual deviancy and alcoholism masked by religion and wealth, Jacob learns to define who he is, but struggles to find the balance between faith and sexuality. To embrace his true identity, he must go on an exodus to face his demons and overcome the pressures to conform. But his parents' toxic beliefs and the messages of self-hate taught by religion and society could prove his undoing.


Will Jacob love himself despite the potential isolation? Or will he conform to the norms and settle for mediocrity—and a life in which he can never truly live?

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5.0
1 review
Chana Rivka Hersh
February 2, 2020
No spoilers! Boy in a Hole is a captivating account of a family coming face-to-face with its dirty laundry, mostly through the eyes of the young Jacob Murtaugh. From the first chapter, your heart will be entrapped with the thoughts of what will become of Jacob while feeling repulsed by many of his family members, their actions, choices, and discounting behaviors. The multigenerational physical and sexual abuse that has entangled this family system bleeds into young Jacob and his baby sister Melody. Will they survive? How can they be healthy, if they survive, amongst all the toxicity? Although a totally different book than Where the Crawdads Sing, Hersh’s beauty and words are reminiscent of Owens’. Not a word was wasted in the heart-felt, gut-wrenching tale of a young man finding his own identity apart from his family of origin. There is a flow to the writing, like poetry at times. Scenes become so vivid in the readers mind, you are carried away before realizing it to only be slapped back into reality with truth and honesty only honesty itself can demand. The writing is modern; yet, reminiscent of authors often forgotten such as Virginia Wolf. Family secrets reveal truths often discounted in everyday life that will lead you to search for your truth, your new found identity as you reach the end of the final chapter. I’ve never read a book like this one before as it weaves metaphor with themes of coming of age, sexuality, religion, and abuse, where the reader searches for themself in the text and in their current life as they are reading. Can a novel be a self-help book too? If so, this is definitely one and well worth the investment of time and mental energy.
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About the author

Akiva Hersh has degrees in Neurolinguistics and Theology, and a background in training agents in the CIA, FBI, and Law Enforcement Officers; managers at Dell and 3M; professors at the University of Texas; supervisors at the United States Postal Service, and has consulted with various security details.


He has helped abuse survivors, victims of bullying, and those struggling to come out as LGBTQ, and has volumes to say about how friends, families, and schools can help.


When not writing literary fiction and thrillers, he pens short stories and poems, hikes with his insane but devoted Miniature American Shepherd Zeke, plays classical piano and enjoys suspense and horror flicks.

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