Australian Baby - rubber pants version: a life of nappies, bottles and struggles

John Marshall was born in 1961 in Australia. This 40,000 word book is the story of his early life through to university, as he struggled as a life-long bedwetter and his desire to become a baby girl. Through nappies, baby dummies and feeding bottles, John’s struggle will resonate with many whose infantile desires began early and never ceased.

Finding himself in a world that expected men to be men and boys to be boys, John Marshall fought to be the baby girl he felt inwardly, while still having a rewarding school life and finally, a professional career.

John is an adult baby – a sissy baby, but before that, he was a five-year-old boy wearing nappies and going to school, trying to find who he – or she – was.

Long-term bedwetters, ABDLs, and those who simply feel unsure of their identity will relate to this story of growing up babyish, girlish, and bedwetting.