I'm Glad My Mom Died

· Simon and Schuster
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A heartbreaking and hilarious memoir by iCarly and Sam & Cat star Jennette McCurdy about her struggles as a former child actor—including eating disorders, addiction, and a complicated relationship with her overbearing mother—and how she retook control of her life.

Jennette McCurdy was six years old when she had her first acting audition. Her mother’s dream was for her only daughter to become a star, and Jennette would do anything to make her mother happy. So she went along with what Mom called “calorie restriction,” eating little and weighing herself five times a day. She endured extensive at-home makeovers while Mom chided, “Your eyelashes are invisible, okay? You think Dakota Fanning doesn’t tint hers?” She was even showered by Mom until age sixteen while sharing her diaries, email, and all her income.

In I’m Glad My Mom Died, Jennette recounts all this in unflinching detail—just as she chronicles what happens when the dream finally comes true. Cast in a new Nickelodeon series called iCarly, she is thrust into fame. Though Mom is ecstatic, emailing fan club moderators and getting on a first-name basis with the paparazzi (“Hi Gale!”), Jennette is riddled with anxiety, shame, and self-loathing, which manifest into eating disorders, addiction, and a series of unhealthy relationships. These issues only get worse when, soon after taking the lead in the iCarly spinoff Sam & Cat alongside Ariana Grande, her mother dies of cancer. Finally, after discovering therapy and quitting acting, Jennette embarks on recovery and decides for the first time in her life what she really wants.

Told with refreshing candor and dark humor, I’m Glad My Mom Died is an inspiring story of resilience, independence, and the joy of shampooing your own hair.

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4.7
2.31K reviews
Chloe Hearnden
January 28, 2024
Wow! I want to give an appreciative writerly review from an abject place, that praises Jeanette for her witty writing, gushes over her pacing and through lines, and incredible snippets of characterisation, 'Um-less man' being a personal favorite. But that would take away from just how earth-shatteringly powerful the book truly is. Never have I felt so seen. Never have I heard my complicated relationship with my mother and its interconnections with my own identity so similarly spoken about. Never have I felt my experience with food and my body so viscerally exposed through the words of another. This book gives me hope. This book is healing incarnate.
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W Simms
March 28, 2024
This Book sounds perfect for those that are full of hate and bitterness, l understand that people are hurt due to abuse, but you will never move forward in their life, with hate in your heart ❤️. God commands us to forgive and to honor our mother and father, he doesn't do this to be mean he does it because he knows if you refuse to forgive and continue to hold on to your anger, hurt, unforgiveness, bitterness, you will truly live a miserable life. Only God can heal your broken heart 💔, let him heal you of all your pain, don't buy this book just to feed your pain.
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Kittara Mcswiney
July 3, 2023
A truly engaging read that I couldn't put down until I had read every chapter. Jeanette's voice is vividly marked down in her writing style, it's engaging and draws you in to her personal world (a personal hell at times) that paints the picture of her life and internal struggles from a young age. Although many of us cannot relate to the stardom aspect, she writes with a familiarity about struggles that are sadly a reality for many.
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About the author

Jennette McCurdy starred in Nickelodeon’s hit show iCarly and its spin-off, Sam & Cat, as well as in the Netflix series Between. In 2017, she quit acting and began pursuing writing/directing. Her films have been featured in the Florida Film Festival, the Salute Your Shorts Film Festival, Short of the Week, and elsewhere. Her essays have appeared in HuffPost and The Wall Street Journal. Her one-woman show I’m Glad My Mom Died had two sold-out runs at the Lyric Hyperion Theatre and Hudson Theatre in Los Angeles. She hosts a podcast called Empty Inside, which has topped Apple’s charts and features guests speaking about uncomfortable topics. She lives in Los Angeles.

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