Wolf in White Van: A Novel

The actual things in the story are fairly uninteresting and wouldn't need more than a few pages to describe. The greatness of the book is how all the space in between is filled. Put simply, he's a great writer.

Albert Camus' *The Stranger* set in 1980s-2000s America --with the cultural and sub-cultural setting of those eras well fleshed out. The first thing you'll notice about this book is it's beautifully written. The second thing you'll notice is that's deeply allegoric. The book asks questions that have no answers, or more precisely that have answers that lead to more questions. All the questions and all the answers and all the questions that follow are dangerous --just like the moves and resulting moves in the *Trace Italian*. *Trace Italian* is a text based by mail RPG game the protagonist, Sean, creates and manages after suffering a traumatic event during adolescents; left disfigured for life and (for his formative years) invalid. Ostensibly it's a source of income available to someone whose disfigurement warrants seclusion, but truly the game means much more to Sean. It is a game that cannot be finished, where players escape danger only to find themselves in greater danger. The game is allegory for Sean's view of life, and for the themes of *Wolf in White Van.* There's a lot about *Trace Italian* in the book, but that's not what the book is capital A About. It's About a lot of things. Relationships, all kinds of relationships and the things they are based on. It's about memory. It's about our decisions and their motivations. Mostly it's about the desire for safety, safety from things we don't understand --things that make us feel different or scared or angry. It's about what that even means to be safe, and how tragic that desire is.

Having just finished this book in a public place was maybe a bad idea. A really great story, I think John has an amazing sense for what it feels like to be outcast and have nothing but your own boiling thoughts to keep you company, it shows in Master of Reality, and here it takes full bloom. The connections between the Trace and between Sean and his players and his distant patents, it's all such an overwhelming reality some how. So now I'll just cry on this bus Thank you.