A non sense need of illusions.
We are looking for inspiration all around ... till we find out that the inspiration is just not coming.
We look all around.
We are looking for something or someone that can give us a great vibe ... everyday.
And one day ... we believe we found that we are looking for.
She ... is the Muse.
All great people from history, great artists, politicians, leaders, writers, poets, businessmen ... all of them, at one point ... they had an amazing muse that inspired them at a great dream.
The muse gave them the confidence of believing in themselves and they always thought that the inspiration came from that person.
But inspiration is actually coming from the Universe, and represent the connection between us and Divinity.
The muse is not ... the Divinity ... but maybe being in such a story, we understand how we can connect to the Infinite.
But can we, the ordinary people, learn to connect to then Universe, just as a monk does it ... without any love story?!
Can we find this power in ourselves ... to find that greatness without the help of a loved muse?!
What is her sense?!
Is she the one that reveals the beauty and the huge powers locked in our spirits?!
Can the secret of greatness comes just by having a love story ... or we should start studying how a monk is using his powers to
understand the laws of the Universe, just by connecting to himself ... and then to the Infinite?!
A muse looks like a non sense illusion.
But ... all great people used the trick to connect to the Universe this way.
Maybe ... the need of a muse is just a preliminary stage before you understand that in fact everything is in yourself.
The muse is only the one that is whispering you the great secret about yourself ... that you are an amazing human being and that you can be ... whoever you dream to be.
The muse is indeed an illusion ... a beautiful one ... but one day you will just understand that everything you need is already in yourself.
The real non sense that you should analyze ... and focus a lot on it ... is why we don’t believe in ourselves?!
... and why we need this adorable person to whisper beautiful words to us ... when we can think as a monk?!
Just think about it!
I’ve started to write my first book at 16 … but then … realizing i could not publish it … i’ve abandoned the idea of being a … writer.
20 years later … i’ve started to write again … believing i will finally succeed … but i’ve failed one more time … not getting the success i was chasing for.
Another 5 years later … i’ve started one more time to write … but this time … more as a therapy.
It’s what i’ve defined as … self therapy.
I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas … that were a lot related to me … and my own soul.
I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.
I was simple writing my thoughts … in essays … becoming this way … maybe not a writer …. but what many define as … an essayist.
This is not a poet … and not a writer.
Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry … but is still expressing his thoughts … into a similar way … as a poet.
And is not a writer … cause have not the ability to write for too long time … about the same subject.
But maybe i am not an essayist… either.
I am just an ordinary person … that could be better defined … as a thinker.
Analyzing … and defining my life … practicing this process called … self therapy … i started to understand life … and the way to better paths which i should follow.
And i’ve wrote … and wrote … and wrote … realizing one day that i’ve published tens of books …. not really understanding how the hell I’ve succeeded doing that.
Today i dare to recommend writing … as a therapy.
I could even say … it’s a simple way of understanding who we are … but also a process that could help us … heal our souls.
I personally continue to … write.
It’s in fact … a non ending story that … at least for myself … will probably continue for the rest of my life.
But over all … i am glad … i am doing it.
I continue my philosophical journey … not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist… but …
Well …. most probably… i am on a good path.
And … i would dare to recommend to everyone … all what i am doing today.