Counting the Cost

· Simon and Schuster · Narrated by Jill Duggar
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For the first time, discover the unedited truth about the Duggars, the traditional Christian family that captivated the nation on TLC’s hit show 19 Kids and Counting. Jill Duggar and her husband Derick are finally ready to share their story, revealing the secrets, manipulation, and intimidation behind the show in this “no-holds barred” (People) instant New York Times bestseller.

Jill and Derick knew a normal life wasn’t possible for them. As a star on the popular TLC reality show 19 Kids and Counting, Jill grew up in front of viewers who were fascinated by her family’s way of life. She was the responsible, second daughter of Jim Bob and Michelle’s nineteen kids; always with a baby on her hip and happy to wear the modest ankle-length dresses with throat-high necklines. She didn’t protest the strict model of patriarchy that her family followed, which declares that men are superior, that women are expected to be wives and mothers and are discouraged from attaining a higher education, and that parental authority over their children continues well into adulthood, even once they are married.

But as Jill got older, married Derick, and they embarked on their own lives, the red flags became too obvious to ignore.

For as long as they could, Jill and Derick tried to be obedient family members—but now they’re raising a family of their own, and they’re done with the secrets. Thanks to time, tears, therapy, and blessings from God, they have the strength to share their journey. Theirs is a “complicated, remarkably relatable story of faith and family loyalty” (Salon) and a moving example of how to find healing through honesty.

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4.9
93 reviews
Travel Girl
September 19, 2023
I watched the show in the beginning, thought it was cute but always wondered about “Pops”. But after listening to this book, I don’t have to wonder…he's a narcissist! Pops is all about using mind games to keep his kids under his control for life, using them financially any way he can in order to support the high-end lifestyle he feels he so rightfully deserves. He even stood up for that pedo son over his daughters. Disgusting! And sorry but mom is just a warm body. As a mom myself, she makes me sick! I was so happy to see that Jill took a stand and wrote this book. Good for her and her fabulous husband who has stood by her side. They make a great team. Jill has opened her mind, become a strong woman, and is now leading the wonderful life she deserves. God bless her. I would highly recommend this book!
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Kristie “kristie9395”
September 24, 2023
Just finished her book. It's hard to find the words to describe how I feel, but I can relate. It was difficult to get through because it caused me to relive a lot of my own personal experiences, but I admire her and all that she's been through and the love she now has for herself and her family. She did a great job! Extreemly honest and genuine. Proof that one can come out the other side with a lot of support and therapy. I am proud of her as I KNOW what she did was not easy. I think her and I have very similar personalities.
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Tamera Harriman
June 27, 2024
My heart goes out to the innocent children in this book. Jill, you did such an amazing job reading this book to us and making us understand what really happened.. I could see how this could help you heal.And there's so many others out there that possibly, if they did this, maybe make them feel better too. I am so happy that your marriage and your children are all healthy 💗 #1 Fan 💜💙💚🩷🧡💛❤️
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About the author

Jill Duggar grew up as star on the hit TLC reality TV show 19 Kids and Counting. She was the first Duggar daughter to marry, and over 4.4 million people tuned in to watch the two-hour wedding special on television. Her life with husband Derick Dillard was featured on the show, Jill & Jessa: Counting On, and Jill is currently the oldest daughter living outside her parents’ home. Along with three of her sisters, Jill has previously written and published the New York Times bestseller Growing Up Duggar. Jill and Derick Dillard live in northwest Arkansas with their children.

Derick Dillard has been in the public eye since his first date with Jill Duggar, and over 4.4 million people tuned in for their two-hour wedding special on TLC. He starred on the TLC shows 19 Kids and Counting and Jill & Jessa: Counting On. Derick served in fulltime Christian ministry for five years, working in Asia while single, and then together with his wife Jill in Central America. Before going to law school, Derick worked in management at the Walmart headquarters in Bentonville, Arkansas, as a tax accountant. He is a practicing attorney, licensed in Arkansas and Oklahoma. Derick and Jill live in northwest Arkansas with their children.

Craig Borlase is a bestselling ghostwriter specializing in memoir. Previous works include the New York Times bestseller Finding Gobi and My Name Is Tani, the story of an eight-year-old chess prodigy.

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